These days, I am learning there’s a difference between prioritization and abandonment.
These days, I am learning I don’t have to cut you out but I don’t have to wait for you either
These days, I’m learning I can love you I can’t make you choose me
These days, I’m learning that the only one who can make you brave as yourself, and no amount of freely offered safety outside of it will make you believe that there’s no threat. Only being brave and facing your own fears that hunt you will let you know if that’s true.
These days, I’m learning that the most intimate relationships, poured high with love, safety, adoration and trust, only matter as much as they are currently present.
These days, I’m learning that people can love you and it’s still not be enough
These days I’m learning to reconsider if I should prioritize relationships that I value incredibly highly but are harming me versus starting a new relationships filled with potential
These days I’m learning, it’s not goodbye it’s come back when you’re ready.
These days I’m learning that perhaps waiting is it standing still but it’s, maintaining a willingness and openness for reconnection even as things change
These days I’m learning that people take advantage of my kindness, and the security that I feel with me And it’s my job to set them straight.