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Shame: A Destroyer of Relationships

Shame: A Destroyer of Relationships

No matter where I went and the wild range of people I became invested in, there came a time that inevitably the relationship would shatter. Like cold glass heated too quickly. And just as unexpectedly.

What does he have that I don’t?!

What does he have that I don’t?!

The air was cold on my skin as I took my nightly walk, replying to a friend’s voice message. Suddenly I was overcome with an emotional sucker punch that doubled me over. My mind blanked reliving a series of memories I thought I’d long moved past. My soul and...

No one

Everyone says you’re special but if we all are, then no one is and I, am no one no one to see no one to hear no one to stand out but back in the shadows the depths of life to richen the brightness with contrast Still. they find me Dragging me warily forward to...

Helpless

Don’t make me helpless Tied down entangled in the dark every creak and whisper sending chills to my core Body flushing to chase it away… the icy touch of fear eyes straining to see what isn’t there or is it? the void shows no signs of friend nor foe I...

put it away

put it away put it away the pain the guilt the shame put it away the need to be the want to exist the knowledge that you are different you aren’t wanted you are in the way! put yourself away. away from our eyes our hearts because we don’t want to care and...

The Facts of Life

it’s a fact that people lie at times, ommision swallowed tongues from fear at times, purposeful to hide from their shame at times, to hurt keeping secrets till they explode it’s a fact right? a Truth … or is that too, a lie. a lie that spread with...

To Feel Safe

Why must I carry your fears as well as my own? to make you feel safe at the loss of me? do my fears matter not? must I always be fearless? I wish to shout I am just as afraid! Yet, I honor your fear and hold it as it lashes out at me a broken nose will heal a...

The Sands

the sands of time are running out and I… don’t wish to see you because I can’t tell Which way’s hell Going with, or against you which way the sands flow I don’t know If time is running out or dead still trapped like you and I in a sea of...

Who Taught You That

who taught you that you were unworthy? that there was something wrong with that which makes you you was lesser. Lesser than what? the killers people obsess over? the sibling who isn’t you? the mythical perfect person, who is just out there showing you up?!...

Unwanted

I once said I was a cactus needing little love and tenderness hardy; a survivor used to droughts of love I store the remains deep inside for the days to come. I wasn’t born a cactus prickly and guarded subborn and resistant unhardened plants die in the cold...