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For Blues Muse

For Blues Muse

I’ll do the emotional write-up later but for now, a quick set of stuff. Personal stuff! My other sites: About blues and culture , Support my creative work, read more of my writingMy pronouns: He/Him I am currently running a fundraiser for chest masculinization....
Why I decided to fundraise for Top Surgery

Why I decided to fundraise for Top Surgery

I’m a simple but determined man*. Who wants one thing. My shirts to fit right. This little thing, this small desire from when I was 12, has set off a chain reaction. One that leads me, begrudgingly, to this present moment. I didn’t know what a trans person was, all I...
Moving, into a new chapter

Moving, into a new chapter

I never tell people when I leave. After many years of people not noticing or caring and most importantly, me not wanting to be noticed, I’ve decided to try something different. I’m leaving Colorado. The past almost two years, people have been asking me; how long I’m...
Exciting news!

Exciting news!

I finally decided what I want to be when I grow up (for now), a renaissance man! (No I’m not running away to the fair.) So… When the pandemic took away dancing and then over time dwindling interest in online dance classes, I really found myself lost. I stumbled...
Don’t just practice!

Don’t just practice!

As much of the world is moving so much of our social dances to online mediums, I’m noticing an increase of focus on trying new skills, solo dancing, and practice. There are groups and lessons and training and world wide challenges. But, as an instructor, I’m beginning...
Intimidation, Mental Health and Cuttin’

Intimidation, Mental Health and Cuttin’

*this is from a practice prior to covid-19. Don’t @ me I’m loooking up into the eyes of one of my dearest friends and I, for the first time I am afraid. I fight the urge to step back, to look away to hide, as my mind reminds me of all my insecurities… loudly. I, for...
Hard Reflections

Hard Reflections

As I settle into this new strange part of life I can’t help but look back on the past year. I’m a few days past the one year mark of coming out as trans and it felt like as soon as that happened my world collapsed. My therapist and I are calling this a transitional...
A Practice before the Hospitalization

A Practice before the Hospitalization

Dysphoria, Style and Movement I just got out of a practice where I started playing with gravity, hits and moving to the fullest I could extend with certain motions. After half an hour I was still feeling energized and stumbled my way onto a problem. Practicing naked....
The Philosophy of Subtly

The Philosophy of Subtly

One thing I’m particuarly excited about moving is for being able to work with other dancers. As a teacher it’s important to always be growing as a dancer and our understanding of our style, our bodies, and what we want to pass onto students. Adam Wilkerson and I were...
Dancing with Synesthesia

Dancing with Synesthesia

If you asked me when I first noticed having synesthesia I’d probably have said middle school. I’ve had chronic insomnia my whole life and just got a radio, (with headphones) in my room. It was the first time I could choose what music I listened to. I started with pop,...