A Pacifistic Fight Response
Give me the blessing of being punched in the face in bright daylight, so I can see even if the pain blinds me, even if it was gravity that pushed us into this moment, even if I fear for myself, I fear for you if I despise the pain in messiness of black eyes and broken...Bound
I think it’s time to cut the ties of a love which binds me so much given and none to me a personal rejection just for me I wish you’d be brave honourable and kind but you haven’t dragging me along like the texas man I run and Run till the gravel digs...These days
These days, I am learning there’s a difference between prioritization and abandonment. These days, I am learning I don’t have to cut you out but I don’t have to wait for you either These days, I’m learning I can love you I can’t make you choose me These days, I’m...
Lessons From Within The Void
It’s been 6 months since I had to stop therapy. I moved cross country, We moved house, I returned to teaching dance, I drove cross country with Lily last minute, I had surgery, ended up with depression and stopped dating two people I was really excited about. It’s...
Tea Kettle
bubbling and gurglin
my rage boils
it rises in my body
mind over-sharpened for threats
pixilated visions of my world
The Quiet Suffering
thrust into the void I screamed it’s not what I thought but what’s seen can’t unbe and this is my new home the natives more through the dark with unhealing wounds the silience deafening loneliness creeped into my soul horror at my truth this is my...Reflections After Top Surgery
It’s been six weeks since surgery and I feel a bit bad that I haven’t been able to update you all on how I am doing. So, I wanted to take a quick moment to do so, and talk a little bit about how the healing process has been for me so far. Physically, the...
For Blues Muse
I’ll do the emotional write-up later but for now, a quick set of stuff. Personal stuff! My other sites: About blues and culture , Support my creative work, read more of my writingMy pronouns: He/Him I am currently running a fundraiser for chest masculinization....